CHTM Credits | Mikayla Fuentes

(i’ve never met someone like you)

(said I look like glitter)

(I’ve never met someone like you)

If I could do it again (i’ve never met someone like you)

I would do it (is she the one you want?)

If it’s the same in the end

I got through it (she’s not me)

Once, before (I’ve never met someone like you)

If I could do it again (you were my best friend)

If I could do it again (didn’t want to leave)

If I could do it again (it’s the same in the end)

If I could do it again (but not to me)

There’s water on my nightstand

For my one night stand

I can’t stand you anymore

You were gone before

You found her, lost me

One foot out the door

Do you know what you do

When you do it

For a while you were superhuman

You smile cause I’m a solution

Who would’ve stayed in place for you

And you never call to say hello

(hello)

So I’m learning to live with the echoes

Of someone who I thought I could know

(ohh)

And you say you don’t believe in ghosts

But you never tell the truth

I know, I know

‘Cause they’re everywhere you go

When you can’t let go

And you can’t let go,

You can’t let go

I don’t believe in love anymore

And you say you don’t believe in ghosts

But you never tell the truth

I know, I know

‘Cause they’re everywhere you go

When you can’t let go

And you can’t let go,

You can’t let go

And if I see you out there

If you’re doing fine

I’ll pretend I don’t care

Like you were never mine

I’ll keep every secret

Tucked inside my mind

I’ll even say hello

Like we never said goodbye

Pick me up

I could use an escape

Take me where you want

Light on your face

Sunkissed interstate

Could use an escape

(ahhhh, ahhh)

Am I cold to the touch?

You look just like someone

Who I used to trust

I don’t want to become the ghost

Of who I was

So when I forget this

Tell me it matters to you

Force me to live with

The breathless fractures

In my defense, I was hoping you would

Fight

Is it reckless

If we don’t

Survive

Leave me out

I just wanted your word

Bleeding out

Guess I thought you would

Look at me now

Drop the knife

To my knees, on the ground

And you can’t even

Look at me now

Tell me why won’t you

Look at me now

Am I cold to the touch?

You look just like someone

Who I used to love

I don’t want to become the ghost

Of who he was

So when I forget this

Tell me it matters to you

Force me to live with

The breathless fractures

In my defense, I was hoping you would

Fight

Is it reckless

If we don’t

Survive

In all of my hiding

From all of the signs

I always come back

To the same empty shrines

‘Cause you leave me better than you love me

Every single time

In every single life

So I won’t

Forget this

When it doesn’t matter to you

Is it reckless?

I was hoping you would

Fight

I used to think

That if I

Closed my eyes

At the right time

Rolling clouds looked just like waves

Aimed straight for me

I was made to be buried

By cherry lakes and Februaries

Bitter taste in the prairie

All of my love imaginary

At least you leave me how I like

‘Cause lord you know I hate goodbyes

Parts of me have permanently

Died in your arms, out of reach

I hear the screams trapped by the weeds

You have no right to miss me now

…

It’s storming in the city

I’m only here when life gets shitty

I can’t escape but I can run

To the pretty lights

Like a moth to the sun

(oh)

In my dreams you have a gun

Now I can’t sleep

I guess you won

I used to think

That if I closed my eyes

For long enough

I might wake up

I hope I wasn’t made to be buried by

A loser with a gun

In a penitentiary

That was once my love

If it was all imaginary

At least I had

Some fun

Staring at it

Almost ready

It’s so pretty

Pointed at me

Slow and steady

Moving through me

Down (down down down down down down down)

If they find me (I know you love me baby)

When you lose me

And they ask you (cause even now you’re shaking)

How you knew me

I don’t wanna hear (and there’s still time to save me)

The story now

Bleeding out (baby, baby)

There’s a woman on the corner

Selling god to little kids

It almost made me think of him

I’m balling up my fists

I’m trying not to call

I’m trying to forget

I almost started laughing

‘Cause he would have thrown a fit

I’m the bigger person

And I’m barely over it

Standing in the mirror

Letting go to let me in

So if you want to find me

I’ve been

Waiting

On you

I know you better than you would

Ever believe

Come home to me

In the snow and rain

I can take your pain

I love you more than anything

I promise, tell me everything

I would never leave

You here alone

Come home to me

It’s been (it’s been)

So long (so long)

Do I still (I still)

Belong (belong)

I know (I know)

Your touch (your touch)

Is it still (it’s still)

Enough (enough)

Am I still (I’m still)

Enough (enough)

To me (come home)

(home) (home) (home)

(to me)

Desert blue behind your eyes

Shows me how to hate

That there’s still signs of life

Somewhere out there

Street lights flood your skin

Under the bridge

And for a minute

I begin to think you’re

Somewhere in there

And I don’t know much better so I

Cave under pressure

I just do

But you said I’d be better if I

Just kept it together

So I blame you

I just do

(ooo ahh ahh ahh)

(ahhhh ah ah ahhhh ah)

Bottomed out at your best friend’s house

We left the car in the gutter

It was inside out

Now how do we recover?

How do I recover?

I’m upside down and hiding

Under the covers

Now how do we recover?

How do I recover?

Wake me up to a world with color

Now how do we recover?

How do I recover?

I’m holding my breath

Until my lungs hurt

Do I recover? Do I recover?

Chasing strangers in your dreams

Who almost maybe look like me

Standing in your memory

Pillars of my jealousy

I always wished that it was me

Deep into infinity

Knowing it would never be

But if this was everything

Then what is

Nothing

Mmm

I think that I forgot how to be loved

My soul of charcoal shadowed by your sun

I find your tattered gaze, I try it on

If only to be shattered in your arms

Like no one else

It fits like a glove

The barrel of your gun

Between my ribs

Lead in my blood

Whatever it is

Whatever you’ve done

You know you can

Tell me anything under the sun

Wherever is home

Wherever you’re hiding from

You know you can find me

When you run

When you…

You’d think I’m made of water

Giving way to my own slaughter

Falling glass that cuts my eyes

Reflecting what was paradise

For a while

Now just a knife in my side

As I try to smile

Whatever it is

Whatever you’ve done

You know you can

Tell me anything under the sun

Wherever is home

Wherever you’re hiding from

You know you can find me

When you run

When you…

And what if I believed you?

And I did.

Looking at the blood I’m laying in

“It was an accident”

“It was tragic,”

how “it happened way too fast”

And how “I wanted to react”

And how “I meant to take it back”

“You should have been there”

“It was perfect”

“It was horrible”

And worth it, wasn’t it?

Wasn’t it?

Was it?

Whatever it is

Whatever you’ve done

You know you can

Tell me anything under the sun

Wherever is home

Wherever you’re hiding from

You know you can find me

When you run

When you…

Run

Bodies tense

Shivering in makeshift tents

I want to be close to you

I want to live inside

Your mind

And pull you

Into mine

There’s this empty that I run to

And it kind of looks like you

There’s this river used to take you

Kind of blood that’s running

Blue in time

Blushing in the vines

Don’t wanna fall in love again

I wanna hate you as a friend

Looking in your eyes

And I already see

The end

I wanna tie you to this moment

I wanna run away

Make a bet that you can’t catch me

I’m terrified you’ll

Stay where you are

And if you were my best friend

How could you lie so kindly?

Lighting up a cigarette

Sun burning out behind me

You’re an angel, you’re a thief

I’d give you everything I need

The air, the hope left in my veins

Think you could take away

The pain of it all

Make it feel

So small

Don’t wanna fall in love again

I wanna hate you as a friend

Looking in your eyes

And I already see

The end

I wanna tie you to this moment

I wanna run away

Make a bet that you can’t catch me

I’m terrified you’ll

Stay where you are

And when the dark and madness come

How could I still be enough?

It’s too easy to forget how to be in love

We’ll wish that things were different

Too hard to keep it up

I’ll still hear your name and listen

When we walk away and give it up

Don’t wanna visit that grave

And have to dig it up

I’m terrified you’ll stay

And I’ll have to bring it up

come home to me
credits

Executive Producers
Mikayla Fuentes & Jack Daye

Cover, Web, & Packaging Design
Isaac Sanchez

Mixed by
Jack Daye

All Lyrics Written by
Mikayla Fuentes

Mastered by
Matt Teden

Assistant Mix Engineer
Mikayla Fuentes

lyrics

come home to me credits

Executive Producers Mikayla Fuentes & Jack Daye

Cover, Web, & Packaging Design Isaac Sanchez

Mixed by Jack Daye

All Lyrics Written by Mikayla Fuentes

Mastered by Matt Teden

Assistant Mix Engineer Mikayla Fuentes

lyrics

come home to me
credits

Executive Producers
Mikayla Fuentes & Jack Daye

Cover, Web, & Packaging Design
Isaac Sanchez

Mixed by
Jack Daye

All Lyrics Written by
Mikayla Fuentes

Mastered by
Matt Teden

Assistant Mix Engineer
Mikayla Fuentes